DO U VE A FATHER BETTER THAN MY LAUHANKOO OLD MAN?

friday night. lst of the month sep.

weird FT IT tenant paid my lauhankoo old man his monthly rent.

sat morning. lauhan went cold storage. bought alot of good stuffs. expensive hotdogs, bacons, and yum yum...lamb chops.

he also got expensive aeroponics butterheads lettuce. a very expensive japs mayonaise.

sat night. he bought a packet of rice.....not for me but for FT IT tenant an kept it at the other
pigeonhole to hid from me. mamalee chow lor to genting with her bunch of lau aunties gang.

it was me, lauhan and tenant......

HE came over to the other unit where i was strumming my pains with my fingers....singing my life with my songs.....

"where's ah boy?" he asked.

"gone to sleep with his sister next block", i replied.

he was carrying a packet of rice. it was suppose to be for tenant who already gone to sleep with his sister....ended up, he kept it. he din eat it cos he already eaten that was why he ta pao for tenant....not for his own son....*sniff*;9(......

he kept it back in the other unit's fridge. it was going to be his breakfast the next day. definitely not for my dinner that night....my heart was crushed.....;9(...and i was silenty eating my korean udong with tears flowing inside me.....is this really my father? i kept asking myself....*sniff*....;9(

very funny. that's why i called tenant, WEIRD. sister lived in a nearby block. he was originally staying with her and her husband but dunno why he was kicked out from there to rent my room. maybe his brother-in-law cannot tahan him?....or maybe his b i l told his sister: "ah mui, i marry u hor...NOT ur weird FT IT brother....."

And that was how he landed into my room....;9(

about 11pm, ah boy - my tenant's name lah - came back .

lauhan saw him passed by from the next unit pigeonhole. he was so enthusiastic and happy as though he just saw his long lost lubber returning.

he came over to my unit to greet him. "ah boy, u eaten?" he eagerly asked. "i got lamb chops and all things nice inside fridge. u want, i cook for u?" basket! his own son hadn't eaten anything and he went to ask the weird FT IT guy!

"thank you, uncle....my sister got cooked and i eaten at her place..." ah boy told him. what about me?....i glared at lauhan. he pai seh and quickly scrambled back to next unit........;9(

.......so it was back to strumming my pains with my fingers....singing my life with my words....killing me softly with my songs...killing me softly with m songs....
do u have a father better than my bloody lauhankoo?.....woe is me....
i say...strumming my pains with my fingers....singing my life with my words...killing me softly with my songs..killling me softly with my songs...telling my whole life with my words...killing me softly......with my songs........;9(