Sunday, January 01, 2006

"Quick, tah sar, go to the hospital immediately....something terrible happens to choo choo again!" hey, it was like deja vu....history repeated..."What now?" i said sheepishly from my rudely awaken sleep.
"choo just committed suicide and nearly blew up her entire flat...." came the shocking reply. "WHAT!!!" suddenly shocked out of my bed.
Off i rushed to the hospital once more. oh dear, oh really dear dear!... choo was in the emergency room undergoing intensive surgery.
i was thankful the whole bunch of squatter gang were there. choo's mum was weeping and wailing away.i thought i heard her cursing john. yes, she was cursing the whole generation of john. curiously i approached her to console her and to know the reason to choo's mishap.
"That sonofabitch john has taken all choo's money and saving and ran off to don't know where...." she said in between sobs and wailings. "That bastard really kills choo this time!"
I learnt john asconded with all choo's money. they started a business in partnership so got joint account. choo who was so trusting in john poured in all her savings, the insurance claim money from her accident and john just ran off with everything she got.....
she was heartbroken. cheated. angry. sad.....all the negative emotions rolled in. finally she felt hopeless and meaningless. she on the gas, closed all the windows and waited for it to take its toll on her. she had no more will to continue living.....
the gas kept emitting out slowly filling her enclosed unit. but she was still alert and like nothing going to happen. unwittingly, she was getting bored and she lit a cigarette. KABOOM! One of the wall also came tumbling down. it was a quick flash burn but enough to melt the artificial cosmetic eye of choo. 2 of her fingers were badly burnt that need to be amputated. one of her arm seriously roasted that she would have difficulty moving it and have to wear some kind of special gauze over the affected part for the rest of her life......
what was i going to do? would this have happen if i patho and maybe marry her? i was so so guilty........
in the end, was a relieve.the doctor said quite serious burn but she was out of critical condition and gotta hospitalised for quite some time. once again, choo was mummified. i couldn't stand it any longer and excused myself to the toilet to really cry it out......
why, why? i kept asking myself that such tragedy could have happened to such a nice sporting girl like choo choo...... as i brood over an answer, the lump of emotion was choking my throat once more. without knowing, tears was flowing down my eyes like the niagra fall.....
u won't believe it....as i wrote till here, tears are REALLY rolling down from my eyes...well, not like niagra fall....more like the jurong bird park waterfall.... gotta to stop briefly.....

INTERRUPTION FROM READER, NABREI:
Niagra Fall - 175 feetJurong Bird Park Waterfall - 100 feet
Niagra Fall is natural waterfall, Jurong Bird Park waterfall is artifical waterfall..... nabei, you liar, your tears fake.

LEETAHSAR REPLIED:
of course, to u is fake lah....have ever gone through this sort of experience or not

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