LEETAHSAR FEELS FOR U ALL....

to all the depressed and lost souls here...jobless...in between jobs...on and off jobs...lame sickening jobs....about to quiT bloodsucking jobs...no appreciative low paid humiliating jobs...etc....
i FEEL FOR U ALL.....may i suggest that take this as a blessing in disguise...hopefully u can see it....enjoy this unfounded blissful period...go pamper urself...no need to spend lots of money...
visit the libraries...f o c...got plenty of comics both english and chinese...enrich urself with the wide subjects u can now indulge urself..when u r working....u won't ve that time....
catch up with good buddies....say a simple hello to them....u forget them once u r back into the rat race....
cook for urself...u won't hv the time to eat ur own cooked food or can spare the time to do it urself....try it. it's really fun and healthy and damn damn cheap and worth it....25c maggie mee can be converted to some conossieur kind of noodles if u r creative enough....go try it...fun, fulfling and satisfying....cheap and good for health....25c add in all the charpalang...maybe less than $2...a packet fish ball...$1, toufu...seaweed...just add a bit here and abit there...and save some more for the next cooking lession....stretch ur dollar like u never stretch before....
see ur favourite cinema show at ur leisure and at non peak times...cheaper ...and when u r there...u feel u owns the whole theatre which would be quite bare and empty...;9)
u need more advice feel free to drop leetahsar a line....now the official timekeeper...i keep time...time doesn't keep me any more ;9)
if u r still tensed and uneasy and uptight...apprehensive...nervous and can't sleep....sad...feel like crying...or confuse....
ok...take deep deep breathe in and out....
say to urself....i breathe in a deep fresh breathe of hope....i breathe out and clear all my (...whatever u wanna to clear...)..
repeat until u feel calm...
then go to the park...preferably the sea...and breathe in the fresh sea breeze....my favourite is tg. belayer park at pasir panjang...now got sbs bus access...but i think $1....me ....er pai seh...i got driver to drive me....i mean pal to drive me there... i just need to give a call to any squatters gang...and driver will zoom in...
this is the best place...while there....dun think of anything....just open ur ears and eyes....breathe deeply...listen to the songs of the cicadas telling u how free they r even though they ve such limited life span....when u hear them singing...it's their last song...they die so after...they already existed as larvae underneath their surrogated trees where they feed...once emerge...the male will sing to attract the females....mate...lay eggs and die...so enjoy their best singing performance of their life span....
lay on the wooden or concrete benches there....look up to the blue skies....look at the cottony clouds....let them soothe ur inner problems or turmoils away.....open ur ears...listen to the calming effect of the waves...let it wash away ur sorrows...ur disappointments ur anguish....whatever nonsense u r harboring within.......
then slowly close ur eyes...have a peaceful and melodious nap with nature as the musical orchestra around u......
relax and relax....dun think of anything there...u r with nature...let nature soothes all ur problems away....relax and relax.......
wake up fresh...full of vitality and hope...and face the next day bravely.....ur silver lining is getting nearer to u than u think...
PEACE BE WITH U ALL MY DEAR BROTHERS AND SISTERS IN SUFFERING......PEACE BE WITH U.....

compassion and humility my dear brothers/sisters....one's fortune may change by just a flick of any eye....